im a sucker 4 u 2
I can’t wait for the time off I took in October to get here. It’ll be nice to not work for like a week straight but still get paid for it. It will give me time to stay at home and stop spending so much money. Maybe I can finish writing some songs and music I have been writing. Maybe I can stop getting into things that don’t work the way I want them to as well but that doesn’t really apply to my time off just a thought that I get from time to time. I believe I build up things out of context in my head and make up situations that don’t play out because well, why would they, and I get ahead of myself very very quickly. I don’t know why I do this. I hinge myself onto people and things that it becomes weirdly obsessive. It hasn’t happened lately but I just wanted to jot it down for future reference.
Blah, and in a newly found response to a previous text post of mine; I want to talk to you constantly even though I don’t know you that well or even really at all. :/